Thursday, November 11, 2010

Sleeping Together

Finally under the influence of a great deal of alcohol, we slept together.
I’m talking about 10 years before when I was an anxious teenager knowing nothing about love.
When I was not a prophet yet and didn’t know anything about guilt.
I’m sorry she is not alive anymore and I’m breathing without her. I’m sorry.
She died and I was the reason.
The guilt has been eating at me every day to the point that I cry over what I’ve done to her.
Forgive me God!

Friday, November 5, 2010


An Afghan prophet today early morning passed away.
I was the only one who buried him.
Very sad event!
Now we are 51 against lots of missions to do.

Monday, November 1, 2010

Being a Prophet

Being a prophet is really hard in Afghanistan while it's easy in west.
That's why west has so so many prophets and Afghanistan has just 52...


"Choosing him was a mistake, but anyhow I've to keep working with him. I'm sorry..."
God Said!